From London to Mrs Sarah Gwynne, referring to the great kindness that she has consistently shown him, particularly on the occasion of his last visit to [Garth, Brecknockshire].
Next to his fear of offending God, his greatest concern has been not to give offence to Mrs Gwynne. Her entirely Christian behaviour has however totally removed that fear.
He has discussed [his proposed marriage] with his friends in London, and his brother has 'put aside my anxiety' regarding the financial aspects of the marriage settlement.
Until recently he neither knew nor cared about the financial value of his published works and those of his brother, but in the light of these recent events he asked his printer for an estimate of that value, and was quoted the sum of £2500 not counting the income which will issue from the book now printing, which will itself be worth a further £200. His new version of the psalms will be worth as much if not more, and he is constantly asked to consider publishing his journal and sermons. He shall have the account drawn up properly and forwarded for her perusal.
He would also like to make it clear that in the event of his outliving his wife, he would return to her family any possessions or money that she brought with her.
If all these matters are settled and obstacles to the match removed what will be the next step? If she were to decide to forbid the marriage that would conclude the matter in Charles's eyes, or if she cannot bring herself to do that, what must Charles do in order to have his proposal answered? Would she be offended if he approached [?Marmaduke Gwynne senior] , especially as his liking for Charles has until now prevented him from making such a direct approach. Charles believes that [Marmaduke Gwynne senior], partiality notwithstanding, would make an unbiased decision in the matter.
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- Publication Record: Quoted by Dr Frank Baker in Charles Wesley - As Revealed by his Letters (1948), p.63.